I could rant on about the trap of the Taurean Matrix & how the Toryean bullies of the Bullying Don Club are all leading the Cow-herds ever nearer to extinction through destruction of the World’s resources because of their unbridled greed but what would be the point in that?  Just a load of old BULL . Anyway, the Bull of Taurus also represents strength & determination. It has served us well enough for nigh on 6.500 years. As we now finally emerge out of the tripartite age of the neolithic (Taurus, Aries, Pisces)  like so much in this world of ours it could be said to be “tarot” on one level but it seems to me that there are many levels of truth/tarot & understanding (or lack of) in this world.

I could rant on about the conspiracy’s around chem-trails or I could accuse the so called “elites” of all manner of crimes but hey …. the truth is I don’t know any of that … only read what other people say (obviously I see the plane trails – everything seems to increasingly have a metaphorical meaning these days) To me it’s all the “death throws” of the Age of Taurus, as we begin to step out into a far larger Universe – the whole world shrinks & unites whilst it simultaneously unties & gets larger

I’ve been thinking about why I felt / feel such a need to “do something” or “say something” Perhaps I just crave an “audience”? (good luck with that!) So many torquing, so few listening.  Perhaps like all of us, I am just trying to “save” myself.

I thought I wanted to try & help man kind as I thought of myself as a kind man

Perhaps in truth I just want to help myself & that’s pretty selfish, but remember, it maybe a flat Earth or it may be a sphere but regardless, we are the whirled.  you cannot separate one from the other

The truth is I got to this age & I’ve had a pretty good life, i feel blessed I’ve spent most of my life keeping my head down & saying nothing. enjoying the fruits of this life. I’ve never craved monetary riches (they seem so transient) but then I saw something happening & felt that perhaps I had a “duty” to speak out. I saw many in distress. How could I not speak ?

Make my voice heard?  I felt within myself that perhaps I had “something to offer” (we all do – have something to offer i mean) I felt that if life was becoming more precarious (simply by nature of my having got to a certain age, if nothing else) then I had an obligation to try & use the brain that God gave me to try & contribute some good whilst I “still can” … from each according to their abilities & all that …after surviving what could have been a fatal illness I also had those presumably not uncommon feelings that I had been “spared”a little while longer, for a reason.

So here i am. i published. No-one seemed to connect.

That’s okay.

i am used to it. i never knowingly try to force my views onto anyone else. Even when I thought that people were mistaken I was usually unsure of my own position, thinking that I couldn’t be sure that I was in possession of all the relevant facts on any given matter.

One can only act from the position that one finds oneself in.

No influence is no influence – anyway, I’ve never been good with responsibility 🙂

Over the last few years I have made some fascinating & interesting discoveries that I want to share with people. Unfortunately most in my circles weren’t particularly interested & everyone on line seemed too busy talking. I discovered that the Planetary Axial Tilts have strange number correlations that seem to defy random chance. I published on line in a couple of places. No one seemed to care or even notice. I also stumbled upon hints of a “hidden dimension” nestling within our very own matrix of words as I have tried to illustrate.

And I found that Human DNA & genes can seemingly be referenced quickly & simply by using the 3 6 9 code & multiples of the Great Year – (if I get a chance I will publish more details) I also discovered (building on the work of Lucien Khan & others) some fascinating patterns (growth patterns?) hidden within our number sequences such as the Fibonacci sequence (which is well known) but also the Lucas numbers & in fact any sequence that adds the previous two numbers to deduce the third. They give us some intriguing results which seem to encapsulate all the sacred numbers as well as the Speed of Light & even perhaps the date of the last pole shift … what does it all mean ?

Well, I know what it appears to show me but I won’t jump the gun.

It’s literally been like a magic carpet ride – wonderful at times, scary at others.

I hope to be posting up about these “observations” in more detail soon.

But …. if my time were up tomorrow what would I want to say today?

What would I want to leave the world ?

I’d want to say a BIG    “Thank you!”

I’d want to say thank-you to my constant companion & best friend, for being such a wonderful human being & putting up with me for  25 years plus .

I’d want to say thank-you to my mum & late dad (actually I was adopted) for doing their best to bring me up as a decent human being.  I’d want to say “thank-you” to all my friends & neighbors & my pets for enriching my life in a million little ways …

I’d want to say thank-you” to all the great actors & musicians & singers who have given so freely of themselves in a way that I never could.

I’d want to say thank you to Stephen Hawking & to Michio Kaku & to Leonard Susskind & to a million other characters & bloggers & writers who have enriched my life & made me think & yet who never even knew of my existence.

I’d want to say thank-you to all the Nurses, Doctors, cleaners plumbers & all those who work “behind the scenes” & who have given me a helping hand when I needed it.

I’d want to say thank-you to all the film makers & activists – all the rebels & outcasts …. trying to do the right thing as they see it.

I’d want to say thank you to the many different You Tubers, most of whom have no idea that i watched their material or that i even exist, but who all in their own way have helped me to expand my mind & my thinking.

I’d even want to say thank-you to our own Royal Family for making Britain a great country to live in for the last 50 years & yes even to our Politicians & Police for doing a job that I certainly wouldn’t like to do.

I’d want to say “thank-you” to the grass, to the flowers, to the moon to the Stars ….

to it all ….

Well you get the idea … this life is & has been a wonderful & great adventure

we all have so much in common & yet we spend so much of our time being furious about the tiny bits we disagree about … oh man!  … how tragically comical is that?

maybe we’ll funnily finally get it soon enough ….. change is coming …

I recently felt the urge to watch again for the first time in years the film My Dinner With Andre  It’s a great film & I remember seeing it when I was young. It came out when I was 19. I think it’s actually a great metaphor from our own internal conversation. Andre kind of represents the “right hemisphere” or if you prefer the Theta Delta aspects of our mind whereas Wallace is more like the “left hemisphere” or the alpha beta part of our mind.

i like both Andre & Wallace. i think just lately i particularly like Wallace .

anyway i hope that should anyone stumble across this it makes some kind of sense 🙂